'ello, 'ello! i'm Heidi. i am a painfully shy, straightedge (i know, i know, i'm "lame", don't remind me *rolls eyes*), agnostic, vegetarian, highly independant, nature-freak, pacifist, product-of-a-broken-home who would usually rather hide away in her room and listen to music, play guitar (i practically breathe music), write songs/poetry, draw or read books than socialise with others. I am usually a bit of a loner (i have a loooong history of losing friends - i suck) - but it has been better described as 'socially awkward' (i LOVE that term). I'm VERY sensitive (i cry a lot - don't panic if you see me in that state) and get emotionally attached to those who are brave enough to actually get to know me/are forced to. It kills me to see people upset even if i don't know them that well or at all. I f*ck up quite a bit, i'm starting to get used to it so it's all good. I am VERY protective of the people i let into my life - i have been referred to as "Mother Duck" more time than i can count! I may appear "darkside" but i'm not as scary as i seem - i love hugs...seriously, i'll hug anyone, anytime, anywhere! The ocean is my cure..it fixes everything! Having said that..i AVOID the sun, i like my paleness too much HA!! I have no time for those who are racist, homophobic, sexist, cruel to animals, those who are out to hurt me and others, those who think cutting and suicide is great to joke about, or who are just not very nice people in general - karma WILL hunt you down! If you want to know more, just ask! =]

and then i turned seven (know known as the jamestown story), adair, after the fall, anatomy of a ghost, american hi fi, amon amarth, antiskeptic, atreyu, avenged sevenfold, a static lullaby, a thorn for every heart, a heartwell ending, aiden, AFI, armour for sleep, anberlin, amity affliction, bad religion, behind crimson eyes, bleed the dream, betchadupa, breaking point, brand new, breaking benjamin, billy talent, ben harper, bullet for my valentine, boys like girls, bury your dead, copeland, coheed &, cambria, crowded house, cold chisel, circa survive, chevelle, cute is what we aim for, comeback kid, creedence clearwater revival, crossfade, drop dead gorgeous, driver side impact, died pretty, drowning pool, disturbed, dead poetic, dillinger escape plan, daphne loves derby, dashboard confessionals, darkest hour, earshot, eighteen vision, evergreen terrace, evanescance, emery, escape the fate, finch, foo fighters, from first to last, fiona apple, funeral for a friend, further seems forver, gyroscope, grinspoon, give up the ghost, hawthorne heights, hellogoodbye, himsa, hatebreed, i am ghost, i killed the prom queen, jack off jill, jamisonparker, jack johnson, japunga, jj cale, johnny cash, kill hannah, killswitch engage, killing heidi, kittie, kid courageous, karnivool, kisschasy, lit, linkin park, lostprophets, mae, mcfly, metallica, motion city soundtrack, murderdolls, misery signals, mindless self indulgence, matchbook romance, my chemical romance, mewithoutyou, nine inch nails, nirvana, nevermore, nightmare of you, new atlantic, parkway drive, paramore, panic! at the disco, plain white t's, penknifelovelife, poison the well, pretty girls make graves, rhcp, relient k, rookie of the year, rufio, refused, rise against, saosin, saves the day, scary kids scaring kids, story of the year, senses fail, slipknot, spice girls (shush!!), silverstein, smile empty soul, so they say, social distortion, somehting for kate, something corporate, something with numbers, sugarcult, sum 41, sunny day real estate, stone temple pilots, shadows fall, taking back sunday, the academy is, the all american rejects, the early november, the fall of troy, the eagles, the get up kids, the offspring, the postal service, the distillers, the getaway plan, the hot lies, the juliana theory, the misfits, t-rex, the promise ring, the receiving end of sirens, the red jumpsuit apparatus, the spill canvas, the used, three days grace, thrice, thursday, trial kennedy, trivium, underoath, uncommonmenfrommars, unwritten law, wednesday 13, within temptation, wilco, xwish for wingsx, yellowcard, yesterday's rising, and there is probably about a bazillion more =]